LIFE!
I'm always that girl talking about enduring your trials and how you'll be stronger for it. Blah blah blah. Easy to say that when you're not enduring one and just giving advice. Grr. I know I'll get through this but my head is just foggy right now. I can't make any decisions and nothing feels right. Ever been here? I have this beautiful little 8 week old miracle to cuddle everyday and that helps but I'm also mad that this trial came now because I don't have a single picture of him from the past 3 weeks because I've just been trudging through. I feel like I'm missing out on the newborn days because I can't focus on him. He is starting to smile at me now and I LOVE that! Lulu can definitely feel my stress too but she is hanging in there and still loves me. Her current obsession is belly dancing with Grandma Cherry! Nice, eh? Its pretty cute to see her work those hips. Cody is driving to St. George right now with his brother to run the marathon so that leaves me home with my babies who are currently asleep. So here I am, righting a blue post. Aubrie Sumko, is it a boy or girl? Katie Price, call me: I need some Katie! Kami Blackburn, what is all this going on I read on facebook? Are you okay? Tiffany Morton, I want you to take some pictures of my babies! Call me when you're out this way. Anyone else, if you have a good thought about enduring, not giving up, all that jazz, leave one for me in the comments page. :o)
posted by jen @ 5:05 PM
2 Comments:
I just wanted to send you a hug.
My favorite "enduring" quote is one I keep next to my computer.
"I fully realize and accept the fact that I am living proof that I've stood everything that's ever happened to me. I'm going to be able to stand and handle everything that's going to happen to me except the one thing that's going to kill me."
This isn't the thing that will kill you. I know it's really hard now but you will get through this and you will come out a stronger woman and mother.
Love you!!
Mel
Oh there are so many quotes. Mostly I just remind myself over and over that my Saviour loves me. There are times I close the bathroom door (which is the only way to get away from my kids) and repeat it in the mirror. I'm just learning to wake up in the morning and tell myself verbally that today is a great day and I am happy. When I start to become overwhelmed with my day I say aloud Tamara you are happy and you can do it. We love you and hope that all will be better soon.
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